“Curls And Mi Cultura” by Guest Latina Blogger – Rocio Mora of RisasRizos.com

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Soy Americana, but I’m also Latina. Most of my life I’ve had to choose between the two, though. Before you get all crazy, let me explain. You see, I would never in my life turn my back on this country. The United States is where I was born and raised and I don’t see myself living anywhere else but here. However, I’m more than an American. I am an Ñ. I am a first generation American born of parents who are from Latin American countries – Mexico and Honduras. My parents kept their traditions alive, which makes me want to whole heartedly embrace being Latina. You see, there’s something special about being both and you’re probably wondering what this has to do with curly hair. Don’t worry, I’ll get there in a second.

Most of my life I have felt like I had to choose between the two. To others, I was either too American to be Latina, or too Latina to be American yet deep down inside I have ALWAYS wanted for it to be okay to be both. As an adult, I realize that there are other “Ñ’s” like me. There are people out there who have very similar experiences as mine and I love connecting with them because there is an immediate and unexplainable bond that we share due to the simple fact that we CHOOSE to be both. Now here’s where the whole curly hair thing ties in.

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It’s called pelo malo, which translates to “bad hair.” In most Latin American countries, having curly hair is considered a bad thing. Why? Well, to put it bluntly, it means that you have African roots and in case you didn’t know, in many Latin American countries, racism is still very much real. Many people want to straighten their hair to “fit in” with what they feel is the standard for beauty in America. Hair is a sensitive subject to the African American community. In the Latino community, though, no one really talks about it because there aren’t enough people willing to accept the fact that they have African roots and surely don’t want to be labeled as “Afro Latina.” So the conversation is rarely had.

Afro Latina or not, having curly hair wasn’t accepted. It made us look different and it’s definitely not something that I saw a lot of growing up. Forgive me if I offend anyone by saying this, but lifting the sugar coat, some had it better than others. Even in conversations with family, some were pointed out as being “better looking” because their curly hair (albeit pelo malo) wasn’t AS bad as the curls of a kinkier pattern. Unfortunately, that’s the reality we lived in and for some families… still live in. There are even families that urge their children to marry within a shade lighter than yours in order to “adelantar la raza” or better the race. That, or you can just bleach your skin and relax your hair, whatever it takes to fit in. Don’t believe me? Watch this video I shared on my Facebook page this week.

 

So I get it, most Latinas are brainwashed into thinking they have bad hair and it’s tied to what they were convinced about race. But what about the rest? On the other hand, there are those Latinas who just didn’t know what to do with their natural hair. My mom, although wearing straight hair on formal occasions, took her time rocking her fro before she started relaxing her hair. Some Latinas really don’t care about what others think and wear their hair in it’s natural state, like my mother. That’s really all she knew when it came to styling her natural hair, rock a fro. She was also taught to shampoo every time she showered, so her hair was almost always dry and because this is what she knew, this became what she taught me. I was one of the lucky ones in my family, though, because she taught me to love myself the way I am. Others, not so much and are still to this day told that they look better without pelo malo. My issue? I hated not fitting in. I looked different from the girls at school with blonde hair and blue eyes. I stood out like a sore thumb so I began straightening my hair growing up in order to fit in and sooner or later went through a bizarre phase of heat damage – SEVERAL TIMES now that I look back at photos. Eventually I learned how to care for my curls and here we are today.

You’re probably wondering where I am going with this… Well, there simply aren’t enough people talking about this issue. There aren’t enough Afro Latinas talking about self love and acceptance. There aren’t enough Ñ’s talking about the importance of being both American, and Latina. There aren’t enough Latinas talking about ALL of their history, deep into their roots because they are either ashamed or just aren’t aware. I want to change that. I feel that first and foremost, as an Ñ, I have a responsibility. RisasRizos is a platform that I started a little over a year ago because I wanted to share what I knew about hair. As the months went by and my channel grew, I knew that I had a RESPONSIBILITY as both an American and Latina dealing with my natural hair issue. I had a responsibility to teach both Americans and Latinas about the importance of caring for their naturally curly hair while also learning to embrace their curls because it’s a part of who they are.

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I know this post is incredibly long, but with Hispanic Heritage Month just a few weeks away, I reflect over the last year and realize that I have not done enough with my platform as an Ñ. I told myself very early on that I wanted a YouTube channel AND a blog that was bilingual. Just like clockwork, though, the inner me was chanting discouraging words telling me to be afraid of being both because it wouldn’t be accepted amongst those who are subscribed or following. I feel that the videos I have been producing lately are up to par with my goals, however, this here dot com needs a little work. I am making the effort to begin posting blog articles in Spanish, too. I hope to have my blog ready by the start of Hispanic Heritage month. I want this to be a space where I can be myself in hopes of inspiring others in believing that it’s okay to be both American and Latina. It’s okay to be an Ñ. And it’s absolutely okay to talk about the effects of racism within Latinos because that too has shaped our minds into thinking what is acceptable and what is not when it comes to beauty, including our hair. I’m ready to break the mold and I hope you all can join me for the ride! – Rocio Mora of RisasRizos.com

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2 replies
  1. Carolina
    Carolina says:

    It’s difficult to say, different people will have different opinions. The fact that you are asking and thinking about this is a good start though! The things you have to watch out for are cultural appropriation and perpetuating negative stereotypes. Cultural appropriation is taking a piece of someone else’s culture out of context and claiming it as your own and perpetuating negative stereotypes would be to try to “look” or “act” like someone of a specific race or culture without giving that person any depth beyond the stereotypical ideas of who they are. In your case, curling your hair would be a small piece of the picture. Latinas have both curly and straight hair so it’s not perpetuating a negative stereotype either way. The bigger concerns would be how the character in this play acts, talks, and dresses. Hope this help! Thank you for being so conscious and thoughtful!

  2. Cynthia
    Cynthia says:

    Hello! This is a beautifully written post. I was wondering if I could get your opinion on something. I am a white (+middle eastern) woman who is currently playing a Latina woman in the musical In the Heights. (it’s educational theatre, not professional. I wouldn’t seek out a role like this otherwise.) My hair is naturally straight, but I am able to curl it so it has a texture that is similar to yours. (basically, it makes me look more “ethnic”.) Would it be considered offensive to wear my hair like this for the show? I’m not tanning my skin or anything like that. And I know you don’t represent your entire culture’s views, but I wanted a second opinion.

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